Karma

I know many people believe in Karma, others just think that life will throw you in the crapper and eventually fish you back out.   Bad luck, Good luck.

I am more on the side of Karma then anything else.  I believe there is an energy to life, and like energy tends to stay with its Kin.  You spread good energy, you get good energy....you Spread bad, well, you get the picture.

My bad energy happened a little over 5 years ago.  My divorce from my first husband was less then stellar and I have been trying to be better person ever since.  It's by far my lowest life moment.  I left with almost nothing, even left our dog. 

She was the first dog I owned as an adult.  She was fantastic and beautiful and loving. She was also apparently born with a fatal heart condition, and was sent to the Rainbow Bridge January 15, 2013. 

And now, the dog that I have, Shion's half sister Lexi, has it too.  Part of me knows that there was nothing I could have done differently, but part of me also thinks that the bad energy I had has come back around. 

Lexi turns 5 on Valentines Day, Shion wasn't even 6 yet.  I hope that we get a really good summer with her.  I hope that I can explain to the kids what is going on.  

I hope.....